Decisions…

Decisions, decisions… if only others would decide for me, it would be easier. Not that I like it, is the pain in the process that annoys me. Here I am, ready to go and shake my tail feather. It’s  Jaelee’s gig tonight, but it’s also Jon’s b-day. We had a wicked time yesterday at Jam. Had so much to drink, but not enough to get drunk. Somehow I tend to know my limits. I just don’t allow myself to get completely off my tits… anymore. So I danced or let's say, jumped till the morning to Drum n Bass…wicked. I bit my tongue and lip in the process and now it hurts a little. Among other people, I met Dan, my older brother from another life. He's so much fun, fantastic and we bonded from the moment we met. Plus he revealed something to me that night. My thumbs are like Jaco’s… can you believe it? It's great! So my double jointed fingers are not a curse, but a blessing! Maybe I’ve been playing the wrong instrument all along… Not in vain I already own a bass.

Ummm, Time has passed by, it’s 9pm already, and the decision has been made, I’m here, back in the computer, half naked, writing and about to watch a film for research for my next project. And even if I wanted to go out, I wouldn’t change this moment… not ever. I enjoy Jon’s cuddles and watching him sleep.