Flash Summer

Time has gone by so quickly this summer, that I don’t even feel it arrived.

With so many things going on in my life right now, I don’t even recognise myself anymore. The truth is, not many things have been happening, just one major event, our wedding. combined with a new job and planning it 2 months, it hasn’t let me time to breathe. Sometimes I don’t recognise myself. They say brides to be always get somehow stressed, wanting everything their way, no questions asked. I never thought I would be one of these brides, turns out I am. I’ve always dreamed of a beach wedding, back in my lovely Dominican Republic, but due to circumstances out of my reach, my dream wedding has been transformed into an indoors wedding in Colchester. One thing is for sure, I am marrying the man I love, both of our families agree and they are happy. At the end of the day, I guess this is what counts. Therefore, since no beach wedding happening this year, I am eager to get the rest of the wedding plans as close to how I would like them to be as possible. And when it doesn’t, I turn into Hulk/King Kong/Godzilla or any make believe monster turned reality. And believe me, it’s not pretty. It's nice that Jon wants to be involved in the organising of things, but sometimes it gets too much and I’m like: It’s how I want it! And when he finally gives up, I still try to find a way to make it not only about me, but about us. And when I see a smile on his face it makes me happy. After all, we better start practicing now. I’d rather he caring than not at all. uff!! It’s still deadly stressful either way!

The wedding is not for a couple of weeks yet, I guess I still have some time to calm things down and not be a bridezilla on the day. Only one can pray and hope for the best. YIKES!

Anyways, time is ticking now and I am nervous, excited, on the edge and hoping married life will be slightly less stressful than this. Well, at least at the beginning, that is.