New Year, yet the same

We are in January 2011. Another year has passed and most of us are full of joy, happiness and with new resolutions to face this year. Yet for me they are not new, I face the same fears, same issues, same things as I did last year, with the difference that I’m a bit older. I am sitting in front of my computer, trying for my life not to be the same. It is the same because I am always trying for it to be different, get my point?

Like that Adele song, I feel like I am “chasing pavements” with my dream as a film music composer. But I am still here, still there trying. I hope it leads somewhere.

I do have a few projects this year. and I am still trying to make it different. In fact, it will be different because this year is the year of Redemption for me. 2011 is the year for  me to make up for all the mistakes I’ve made in the past, to finally achieve all those old resolutions.

I won’t write any new ones on my wall, the old ones are enough.

And as this new year moves on, I hope my list of undone things goes shorter and shorter, until it is time to write a new one.